you know,

it's always better just to talk about it.

I love you.

I don't know what to do.

Sometimes that depressing feeling in your gut isn't even taken away by music. That's when you know it's pretty bad.

I do, however, feel much better now. Also have super tired eyes. I spent 200 dollars today at flea markets, on vegetarian food and on a vintage dolce and gabbanna blouse that is sort of weird and sometimes reminds me of the 90's. I also paid Alex back the 60 dollars I owed him. Now I'm not going to spend too much money on Euro Tour, I think. Having buyers remorse but there is nothing I can do about it.

Again, I love you.