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I'm a snake and you don't even know it!! NO MOR DRVING OF THE VEHICLE.. I went from living in a place where I didn't ride in a car but once a month to fucking spending 120 dollars a month on gasoline. My heart sinks every day a little and I contemplate the shitty bus system to get me to work. I made thank you cards.

GOT IT

Getting my hair cut 2dai by a family friend, nothing special, interesting?!

Realizing that we're all just little copies of authentic hip kids in the eighties:

toyz

can be hard 2 sell!!

My job is strenuous, ergo, I am feeling tired and strained. I need somebody who will kiss my toes and teach me everything about toys in five minutes or less in an endearing manner. Can you do that?

Always being in love with people instantly.

THEA SKAL IKKE

Slette hendes blog!! If you don't think Thea should delete her blog kutyme, then you're very right. It's too good and fun! She just needs to wait until some fun stuff happens that she photographs. I miss her. Much much much.

Number one coolest dude.

Scared is stupid

I can't get the VCR to work so that I can watch childhood videos and cry alone.

I am afraid of staying in this house when it gets dark.

I am actually doing fine but tell that to my emotions.

Boring or angry or stupid or ignorant.

I watched part of Iraq In Pieces today, good good good. Not good but good film.

Buying things and making things.

What are we going to do when peak oil consumption happens and we start the decline into having no oil whatsoever? Ride bikes to Denmark. Canoe there.

EVERYTHING ALL THE TIME

All the settings I have on Facebook and my blog are in Danish, just to help me remember. I think things are already starting to slip away. I take time responding to everyone from Denmark's messages because it's sort of difficult to write in Danish. They would probably tell me just to write in English to which I would say: Nej, jeg gider ikke skriver på engelsk og det skal du ved om mig..

Anyway.. I finally got developed and scanned my photos from Roskilde from a disposable camera!! They follow this stuff.

My last few days have consisted of driving SO MUCH in order to show my sister's friend Heath around the northwest. That meant driving to: Portland, Northeast Tacoma, Seattle and always back out to Gig Harbor in order to sleep at my moms. It was fun, though. I had a good time. I took photos on my holga camera.

AND I'm not going to art school as of anymore. I want to study sociology.. or at least start with that. Society and politics are way too interesting to let them go by the wayside while I make graphic art..

that was a lot. Breathing now.. breaths in and out!!

Year's after trying to live a woman's life.

Attera sinks when she swims. She doesn't have any friends at the kindergarten and her best friend is Crystal. Crystal bit Attera once and left a star-shaped scar around her eye. Crystal's family put her to sleep after that and Attera felt confused and sad. She likes sleeping in her Grandma's bed after she falls asleep on the couch watching info-mercials. There aren't a lot of things she wants but needs every inch of her fingernails to be painted at all times.

I had a boyfriend once who liked skateboarding and he showed me the blog that those photographs came from. He isn't around now. Whatever.

feesh

I have 4 months to get my portfolio the best it can be in order to apply for the Edinburgh College of the Arts in Scotland.

My life aspirations change constantly.. but I've realized how I cannot stay in American for longer than this year. As long as I have something that is outside of this to look forward to, I can handle things.

Every night I dream about Denmark waahh wahhh wahhhhh.

The piece I want to start tomorrow is a mobile made of collage-based houses. I don't know if it will make it in my portfolio but I want to start having funnnnn. On my OWN.

No country for old men is scary.

Homeade Egg Muffins and Taco Bell

I started a new job 2 days ago. I hate starting new jobs and being the idiot of the store.. also being the new girl and not knowing anything but time will take care of that. It's a cool toy store.

Been really in between things lately.. everything is sort of floating. I like it that way right now. I am staying busy, feeling good and not entirely stupid. Don't know when school will happen but we'll see.

Agghhhhh times.